but at least be something that i'm doing something. Yeh, me dears, it is definetly is true that the writers block is the most difficult disease to cure.
but it is also true that one song [book, inspirational quote ext...] can be the perfect medicine.
I can write again.
I found my medicine.
the song is 'My Immortal' [second song: 'the diary of jane' by breaking benjamin....] ... it is beautiful, but it expresses the true depth of Assassin's Promise. I've started it yet again [: (] but this time it is so much more about Adala feeling [and needing to feel] everything that has hurt her to the soul. Raphael/Helios, the death of her sister, Riana [ yes she is the reason for Adala's psuedonym] and having to deal with her work.
Adala - whilst being kidnapped - greatly mourns her sister. She was the King's first wife and she was bearing the heir to the throne. but she was also the only person who knew the dark secrets that lurked deep in Adala's heart. Who will fill that gap now?
Now her sister is dead and she is still not believing that she will make it out alive... she knows that she has to live through the torturers because she has to tell the King that his wife is dead.
While in the captor's net, she is in the same cell as a dashingly radiant young man named Helios. He is a bard. He and Adala fall in love, but will not admit it to each other.
After a glorious fight, Helios decides that, since he can't convince Adala to leave with him, that he must leave himself. He fakes the plauge and is immediately thrown overboard. Amazingly, he survives a trechorous storm and resumes his barding - but still holds the pain of Adala in his heart; he even takes on his real name [there are a lot of psuedonyms in here!] ... Raphael. He does all of these things because he can't deal with the fact that Adala didn't love him... but he doesn't know that she does love him.
He tries to find her, but never does.
Adala - her captors realize - is part of that ever elusive mystery that surrounds the Isle. They want desperately to stop it; they've enjoyed the war and all that it has brought to their pouches. But what 'they' don't realize is that they are part of it too.
They poison Adala so that if she recognizes any of the other of the inheriters to kill them. The only cure [plain and simple just like me!] is parsley tea... nothing else, even other parsley medicines.
wow that has taken all day to write.
g2g anymore questions just email or call or POST COMMENTS!!!
Much Love<3,
Asiat.
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