Hello... I've fallen in love...

most of you have heard that before. and those of you who have heard it on Olivia's blog will know what I'm putting on here. I'm reading Twilight and have fallen head-over-heals in love with read the words on that lovely photo and you will know who. I admitt that I don't usually go for the famous books, but after people's much begging, [Olivia, Katie] I decided that the next friend I saw reading it, I would kindly borrow [steal] it - but only to get it over with.

 

Julie was my victim. She had it and had gotten it from Sage. Really, I don't think what I did qualified as begging, but let's just say it was. We called up our beloved Sage, and she saved the day by saying that YES! [honestly, though, I feel sorry for her - I sounded competely demented on the phone due to the fact that I'd been talking non-stop about the amazing 6-day suicidal-free-ness!]

 

So I'm reading it - so far BoRiNg!!! and then.... a guy with charcoal black eyes and tousled brunette hair.... and then my [newest] favorite eye color [actually due to song of the sparrow TRISTIAN!!!] of amber. So I read on much more interested than before. I do see Bella's point... Edward has that angry quality that gal fall for.

 

Again I read with my intensening intrest.... I won't give it away I SWEAR!!!! but something [that leaves dents in a car...] completely caught my heart strings and pulled really, REALLY hard. That was when I knew that I had fallen.... for Edward Cullen.

 

It was strange - I've fallen for vampires and bad boys and both, but he was    so             different.

 

DON'T worry though, I'm still obsessed with all your favorites:

 

      

 

I hope I got them all. : ) just my dream guy is SOOOOOOOOOO awesome.

 

 oh and i've got to add this, since none of you have read Song of the Sparrow yet [i can lend it to you!]

 

 

 

 

 

 

All my love, minions dear,

 

Asiat. <3

just got to say, my dears!

we hit 103 posts!!!!

now isn't THAT amazing? now i'm checking all ur blogs: i don't care if ur busy - ur getting a serious comment to start writing and commenting.

All my love,
Asiat.

Music Therapy

i guess i can say that music therapy is the best. you all know that i can be depressed... but here's the unnofficial cure for everything. do i sound wako? well i am, but i've been depression-free for four days.

it's amazing.

i know it is.

All my love,

Asiat.

be angry or be happy...

but at least be something that i'm doing something. Yeh, me dears, it is definetly is true that the writers block is the most difficult disease to cure.


but it is also true that one song [book, inspirational quote ext...] can be the perfect medicine.





I can write again.





I found my medicine.





the song is 'My Immortal' [second song: 'the diary of jane' by breaking benjamin....] ... it is beautiful, but it expresses the true depth of Assassin's Promise. I've started it yet again [: (] but this time it is so much more about Adala feeling [and needing to feel] everything that has hurt her to the soul. Raphael/Helios, the death of her sister, Riana [ yes she is the reason for Adala's psuedonym] and having to deal with her work.





Adala - whilst being kidnapped - greatly mourns her sister. She was the King's first wife and she was bearing the heir to the throne. but she was also the only person who knew the dark secrets that lurked deep in Adala's heart. Who will fill that gap now?





Now her sister is dead and she is still not believing that she will make it out alive... she knows that she has to live through the torturers because she has to tell the King that his wife is dead.





While in the captor's net, she is in the same cell as a dashingly radiant young man named Helios. He is a bard. He and Adala fall in love, but will not admit it to each other.





After a glorious fight, Helios decides that, since he can't convince Adala to leave with him, that he must leave himself. He fakes the plauge and is immediately thrown overboard. Amazingly, he survives a trechorous storm and resumes his barding - but still holds the pain of Adala in his heart; he even takes on his real name [there are a lot of psuedonyms in here!] ... Raphael. He does all of these things because he can't deal with the fact that Adala didn't love him... but he doesn't know that she does love him.



He tries to find her, but never does.



Adala - her captors realize - is part of that ever elusive mystery that surrounds the Isle. They want desperately to stop it; they've enjoyed the war and all that it has brought to their pouches. But what 'they' don't realize is that they are part of it too.

They poison Adala so that if she recognizes any of the other of the inheriters to kill them. The only cure [plain and simple just like me!] is parsley tea... nothing else, even other parsley medicines.

wow that has taken all day to write.

g2g anymore questions just email or call or POST COMMENTS!!!

Much Love<3,
Asiat.

because.

because this is one of the most tragic and beautiful love songs i have EVER heard [and that's saying a lot!]

You Could Be Happy
by Snow Patrol

You could be happy
And I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I
Watched you go.

And all the things that I wish that I
Had not said
Or played in lips till it's madness
In my head.

Is it to late to remind you
How we were
And on our last days of silence
A screaming blur.

Most of what I remember
Makes me sure.
I should have stopped you from walking
Out that door.

You could be happy
I hope you are.
You've made me happier
Than I've been by far.

Somehow everything I own
Smells of you.
And for the tiniest moment
It's all not true.

Do the things that you've always
Wanted to.
Without me there to hold you back
Don't think, just do.

More than anything I want to
See you, girl.
Take a glorious bite out of
The whole world.


THE END!!

isn't it sweet?? my fav line in all of poetry is everything that I own smells of you..
it's sooooo sweet!

Much Love<3,
Asiat.

hahahah!

i guess tabby cat is excited!!! i no, the adventure in being published is half the fun!!! and i love my new layout {inspired by tabbycat truly!} also, i'm having a swell day {not as sick as i was, but not well either, i almost went home early : ) but not because i was sick.}

Nyways, life is awesome at the moment.... one day of continued depression sobriety

and many thanks to all those ppl that kept me from killing myself [i don't say THAT lightly!]

[tabitha, sage, you know who you are!] i love you all, though.

Much Love<3,
Asiat.

PS.: I found that having a zeal for life is soooooo much better than not having it!

PSS.: i am no longer boycrazy: ( yeh, that means that there's no more David/RA/Jonas/Joe obsession.... o well, we can't all be for the boys now can we?

do you love me or do you love me?

okay this is the announcement of the day:

do you remember cold hard stones? that poem that i wrote for our tabby cat?

well, i sent it in to White Oak Press and it is now going to be published. {i promise you can look at the book...} It's not a big thing for me, after all, i've been published before...

up ahead... more Minion Journals and Daily Buzz.

Much Love<3,
Asiat.